Trust me I speak from bitter experience
I am a similar age to you and have had similar s**t to you so know where you are coming from.
When you are sat alone at home with only the PC or TV for company. And all you want is a loving girl to snuggle up to then yes life feels hopeless and depressing
You see all your mates in happy relationships and think why can that not be you. Because you know in your heart that you are a good man with lots of love to give
As much as you past may hurt it is important to learn from it and use that knowledge to improve your self. The past is our greatest teacher but it must not control our future
